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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

It's been awhile.

Okay let's see. Time to sum up stuff that happened so far.

First thing will be I'M BROKE! Wanna know how much I left in my wallet? Not even RM10. After CNY until now I've used a total of RM500++ already. Damn I'm a spender.

My pc went boom the other day thanks to me for installing 2 genuine windows into one PC. And as usual I was the culprit for destroying something AGAIN. Come on, who would have thought installing 2 windows with same validating code would crash it. Maybe some of you guys know but not me. Called Mr. PC-guy and he picked up the PC and told me it will be fixed in 2-3 days. And I was like, cool that's fast. Life without internet can really kill people. I was almost bored to death.

It was so damn boring I had to drove myself to Wangsa Maju just to buy some PS2 game to spend my time with. Bought this Valkyrie Profile 2 and God of War 2. In the end I only played Valkyrie Profile 2 because my PS2 can't support DVD9 games. How stupid isn't it? Anyway the game is cool, nice graphics and a new battle system. Kinda hard to understand at play at first but her I'm not called crazy gamer for nothing. Owned that game. Well happiness did not last long. After playing like few days my TV went boom. Oh boy, imagine how unlucky I was. Never felt that unlucky for quite sometime, something just never goes away huh?

Told my mom and she was like, first you destroyed the pc now television?

Blerh as if I want it to happen.

I couldn't stand rolling on the bed whole day anymore and I finally decided to use the main TV to play ;) This time TV never go boom, lucky me.

One thing I learn few days ago, birthday without internet is like a doomsday. But turns out it wasn't exactly that bad. Talked to Ms. Bean and she was the one who wished me! LOL. And, that's it for the starting of my birthday. Only wished by 1 person. Kinda sad.

Went out on my birthday with the gang, Kien Loon, Nic, Siang Hang, Kervin and Philana. A normal day out, nothing much happened except we drove all the way to Damansara and then U turn back to KL ;)

Why it happened? Because Philana had to go back home when we reached Damansara. We were planning to chill out at One Utama. Went to eat at Station 1 and head home.

When I reach home I thought the PC is back and I could finally online again. But hey bad luck strikes again. Mr. PC-guy called my dad and told him he will send back the PC on Monday. Bye bye internet again.

Got back my PC yesterday, installed this and installed that and it's good to go. Still I find myself still aimless and bored at home.

shattered`* 9:49 PM

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Tag?

A for Age : 17 going on 18 ( 9 More days. )

B for Booze of Choice : Boozes

C for Career : Engineer

D for you most Dreaded : Being alone or left behind during the dark

E for essential items you use everyday : My PC , Handphone, Money, Clothes

F for Favourite song of the moment : Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance

G for favourite Game : Maple Story? ?

H for Hometown : Tanjung Malim, Ipoh

I for Indulgence : Tom Yam Spaghetti, (I-forgot-what-name) soya bean.

J for favourite flavour of juice : Malibu Dream from Coffee Bean ( Banana + strawberry )

K for Koo Kien Keat : Err. Who's that?

L for Last Hug by anyone : Adrian(?)

M for Mother : Sleeping

N for Name of your crush : Secret :P

O for Orgasms : I'm virgin.

P for Phobias : Heights ( almost cured ), cockroaches, rats.

Q for Quote : "Withered heart, crying by the side. Let us hold hands, side by side"

R for biggest Regret : Wasted a year time whining about a girl and screwed up SPM

S for Status,married or single : Single.

T for Time you wake up : 12-1pm daily, earlier if I'm going out.

U for Underwear : Renoma rox.

V for Vegetable you love : Vegetables.

W for Worst habit : Sitting in front of the PC whole day.

X for X movies I've watched : Turistas on Tuesday afternoon and Employee of the Month on Tuesday night.

Y for Yummy food you make : Instant noodles!

Z for Zodiac sign : Aries ( I'm on top of other zodiacs. Muahaha )

Tagged by : Philana

Now for my job, TO TAG.

1)Karyn
2)Jojo
3)Evelyn
4)Bi Lin
5)I-Jing
6)Xiao Rei

shattered`* 12:20 AM

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

THIS, THAT, BLA BLA BLA

11 March,

Went out with friends who came back from ns, Kien Loon and Su Ching. I almost had accident 2 times the whole day which made Siang Hang shouting for help. LOL. Actually we wanted to go the Eye On Malaysia but Nic said the traffic there was unbelievable. So we ended up eating supper at Shamelin instead. On the way home, we were forced to pull over and pay 2 policemen some "duit kopi" because Nic forgot to on the lights. Tough luck. After sending Su Ching home, we all headed back to my home because they were gonna overnight at my place.

I was the last to sleep as usual, can't fall asleep because SPM result will be released really soon.

12 March,

Woke up at 8.30 and take turn to bath. We left house kinda late and reached school around 10.30 I think and took our results. Everyone's results was like better than me. All I get was 4As 4Bs and 2 Cs. Okay it sounds bad enough so screw SPM. I feel pity for Kervin though. He studied hard and I'm sure he deserve a straight As. What to do the department workers sucks.
Cheer up Kervin!

Took our Surat Berhenti Sekolah and went off to Times Square for brunch. Kien Loon had to go back because he was gonna go for a cruise trip with his family. He left with Su Ching and Wei Hsien and there were only me and Siang Hang left. We went to meet Philana and her gang, Hui Wen, Amanda, Adeleine at Kim Gary. Walked around and sat down at McD's with ice cream and photo in hand. Saw the picture of Ade's Ah Boyish. ;)

Head home later after sending Siang Hang back. Get some scolding from dad and cried. Yes I admit I cried, I mean come on who doesn't cry when they get sucky results? Sigh.

13 March,

Woke up around 1.30 and I still felt tired. Maybe because the stress of SPM result is gone. Then I went out and drove Philana to the NS Office at the Seiborn Building or however you spell it. Later on we watched Turistas. Extremely violent movie and it was extremely cold. LOL. Ate Secret Recipe and sent her home. End of the day.

14 March,

Woke up without knowing the time but somehow I feel I got sms. Then I realise I turned off my phone when I was sleeping. Incredible huh? After turning it on, indeed I receive a sms but it was a report of someone who failed to reach me. Called Philana back and she asked me out to Midvalley. Wanted to leave but it started to rain until 5p.m. I bathed and headed out but tough luck, traffic jam. Reached Midvalley around 7 something and ate dinner with her and Amanda at Little Vietnam.

And then we went to Eye On Malaysia! Took some photos and went into the ride. Forced to share with 2 more person. Yeah no more privacy and the 2 person seems pissed too. LOL. One of them was a guy from Hong Kong and the other one was a girl from Malaysia. :P

We helped each other took photo and luckily we reached there early. The queue was very long 10 minutes later. Chi Pak some pics too. ;)

Went to souvenir shop and bought postcard(?). Seriously don't ask me why. Girls like postcards? That's something new to me. Drove them back home.

When you read this line, it means this post has come to an end.

shattered`* 2:45 PM

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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Yo.

Okay here I am blogging at 9a.m. in the morning. Woke up to follow my sis to LRT station and drove back home so that I can use the car later to fetch Brian and go to KLCC with Tristan.

The sad thing is, I downloaded the wrong episode of NANA and I had to change proxy and download from the stupid MEGAUPLOAD site again.

Yesterday night I click the daily horoscope thing in friendster ( yeah my first time ) and it said a mysterious person will become more familiar with you -- and you may be disappointed.

When I'm done reading the last 5 words, I realise the horoscope thing is freaking true. Yeah I'm very disappointed nowadays due to some "thing". Let's not get into the subject.

I'm seriously bored like hell now, no game to play, no one to talk to and etc. Boredom stuff. Who wanna read me whine about the same stuff over and over again anyway.

CNY has been a bitch for me. I only get RM200 ang pao excluding my parents. NOT GOOD. I'm like freaking poor this year. Petrol fee, hang out fee, food, stuff and blaa blaa. Money getting less. Wallet getting flat again.

Watched the newly downloaded NANA and it never fails to touch my heart again. The sadness deep inside me, tremble as I watch the show. A sad love story that I like the most.

Sometimes I really wonder is it hard to be a human? If it was just like Morrie said, love or perish. How come I'm still here? I couldn't love any girl anymore because of what happened last year.

2 years ago I told this girl that I won't be getting another girlfriend after losing her. So is this the reason I gave up on loving another girl?

I'm so goddamn pathetic.

I bet everyone will tell me to forget her and live on! Easier said than done.

How I wish I'd lost my memories now. Too much pain, too much sorrow. A bad past can really ruin your future. Like what my past did to me right now. Screwed the shit out of my life. Bite me.

shattered`* 9:16 AM

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Shattered

About Me

Damien

Ex-Victorian

My Little Poem

Lost in the journey of life.

Live by betrayal, hate, and desire.

Searching for someone that I adore.

Grasping the future with bare hands.

Losing faith as time goes by.